The only thing that holds me to maryland is my mother and my friends
My relationship ended two months ago,
My close male friend to whom im quite fond of I cant be with and with me being single has completely flipped our friendship upside down.
Its frustrating but I brought this on myself.
I wish someone could just take me on a long vacation to force me to move on
While im here its hard its not impossible though.
I just want my feelings to disappear I want this to be easy but it takes time.